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2012-01-28T16:43:00.001+08:00

Wish me luck people !! x.x

Happy CNY 2012

2012-01-25T17:04:00.003+08:00

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Hey all , its the third day of Chinese New year 2012 .. and i'm sick , well if you say that having non-stop running nose , block nose and sneezing like crazy counts as being sick . Well, this year's CNY seems rather mundane and boring , i don't even have the CNY new year feel ... all i think of is to raise money for Beautiful show ... ok sorry but still .. hehe

CNY eve ,

(aunt playing w my bb no2 and cousins playing w xbox 360 ~)

woke up early in the morning and travel all the way to east side cos that's where most of my relatives live (mom's side) , gave prayers to Grandparent and played xbox 360 with cousins . Talking about this made me feel guilty again ... lmao i pestered dad to get me Wii a few years back and i've stop paying it after a month .. YES A MONTH . omg , srsly guilty like fuck . sorry dad ..

(and sorry for taking such a unglam picture of you ! hahahaha)

Went to another aunt house for reunion dinner along w bro , mom and dad cos i don't like having reunion dinner at my own home . Its really boring and don't have the family feel TT Moreover , i love my aunt's cooking ! hehe

Day 1 of CNY 2012 ,

Woke up v early again ... someone faster gimme a prize , preferably a Beautiful show tix ? hehe kdding . So the usual routine of CNY starts , travel here and there , back and forth . nothing much aye . Got really piss by dad , really hate it that he keeps treating me like a 12 year old kid -.- Hello , i'm 16 soon to be 17 alr lei , you think i don't know who is a bad influence or not ? Pffft

Day 2 of CNY 2012 ,

Got bored of dolling myself up , top and shorts and off i go to my relatives house . Yes , the usual CNY routine starts again lmao , but i love travelling around , a reason why i love stalking i guess . ok no link .

(Lou hei bought by cousin at Sakae , yumlicious)

Dinner at another aunt's house , and ohyeah , i finally found a kpop stan in my family ! woohoo ~ FINALLY , there's someone in my family who can understand how happy yet stressful being a kpop fan lmao ._.

Imma looking forward to Saturday to go to my aunt's house for family gathering again ! which equals to playing poker ! ohyeah ! But till then , i'm gonna rot at home to recover from my flu ... sobs TT and i hope to go to my friends house to celebrate CNY okie , someone make it happen please !!!!! x.x

Till then , xx

Dovey kiss

2012-01-17T15:18:00.014+08:00

Hi and sorry for not updating much , I'm srsly too lazy to upload photos and blog cos that my dad finally got me an iPad and I'm playing w it 24/7 hehe .

Results day ,

Received my O'lvl results someday in jan 2012 (like duh!) , pretty upset cos I don't have enough points to get into my dream courses .... So I'm trying my luck and pray hard that I can get in !!!!!! Tried getting into the course by going for JPSAE but other than my cca achievement , there's no much things I can write . TT

Got pretty emotional cos most of my cliques have either top the school or got awesome results ... They choose the course while the course choose me aye ... TT pray hard I can get into my first choices .... TT

Dinner at Soul garden w the cliques after that , zhendong's treat cos he promised that if he pass his English , he'll treat us ! So yeah , intheend he got straight As and B for english (someone punch him please) Hehe everyone reek of barbecue smell after that loh ! lmao

10 jan 2012,

Had work during the day and travel down to cheverons for yaozi surprise birthday !

Had a hard time searching for birthday candles cos zhihui and co. did a birthday cake made of sushi ! Lmao gave up searching for it and zhihui came out to 'fetch me' and prepare the cake !

Prepared a sexy present for yaozi ~ keke HAPPY EIGHTEEN YAO !

Zhendong , Yaohui and nizam came shortly after our k-session , bus down to 5 head plus for supper and hsh after that .

15 - 17 jan 2012 ,

(uh huh the whole bungalow is ours)

Had our chalet at cranwell bungalow at aloha changi , like finally ! Went over to 399 w sze before meeting the others at lakeside mrt . Da fuq , everyone was late , pangseh zhendong and Yaohui , the rest of us train down to pasir ris to meet them ! Took 3/4 hrs in total just to reach our chalet ! (photos not in order and sorry to my clique for those unglam shots ... hehe)

Everyone like one week nvr eat lmao , called pizza hut delivery , then KFC for dinner . Hahaha , played truth or dare using my iPad and facetime with cheryl to watch Skipbeat Hehehe . Mac delivery for late night supper arnd 2am in the morning lmao .

Woke up and had breakfast bought by Cheryl and bus down to tampinese to get some breezer after that , head back to our chalet and wait for the noodles cooked by the boys . Lmao enjoy life again , surf th net and start preparing food for the steamboat ! Haha unique chalet okie , cos we're too lazy t BBQ and we dw mosquito bites bcse the BBQ pit is at our backyard !!!

Snap this picture in the middle of the night ... pardon our dreamy eyes , we're half asleep.

Had too much food and we couldn't finish it , so the boys (minus gay dong) decides to clear the food by betting on it . Lmao who lose who eat ! Yep , so basically our chalet is like a food camp to fatten everyone ! OTL

Had to checkout by 10.30am on 17 jan (which is today) , but all of us only manage to wake up at 10am ! The poor housekeeping lady had to knock on the door for prolly an hour before we open the door for her ! Rush ourselves , me and tienling even took the wrong toothbrush ! OTL The consequences of having breezer the day before we checkout and sleeping at 3/4 am in the morning !

Bus down to the resort management office to checkout and took yaozi's dad's car home while the rest use public transport ! Keke Lunch and I'm now at yiqianqian's house because they all have the sudden urge to play monopoly deal ... Lol all addicts alr .

New year is coming , oh yeah imma meet my cousin and wear new clothes ! And I'm not partially Jobless again ... Sobs I still owe dad money cos I promise we divide the iPad money cos he just got me the dslr just months ago ... And I still need money for Beautiful show etc etc !! Ohgawd , pray hard that I can get another job or the current job still need helper !

Things in my mind rn , my future school and money !!!!

2012-01-13T13:23:00.001+08:00

The damage has been done , but I hope everything can return to normal .

D day

2012-01-08T21:07:00.002+08:00

Getting my O'lvl results tmr .. TOMORROW !

Wish me luck people ! :)

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Rsolution , anyone ?

2012-01-01T21:10:00.005+08:00

Since its a brand new year , why not a brand new resolution ? ._.

(lmao random picture taken cos i was playing w my bb)

I'm starting to get anxious for my O'lvl results alr . Hope i can fair pretty good cos its the first time i've studied so hard for my exams ! TT

I hope i don't drift apart from all my friends and cousins . I nvr want to lose them , because of them I learn , I feel sad , I am happy .

UKISS , please come for concert in Singapore !!!

Money , please you come to me .

Newpost coming up soon , I'm still waiting for the pictures to upload for me to publish the post :) Stay tune ~

Happy 2012 , kissme .

2012-01-01T20:00:00.007+08:00

I'm finally awake , spend my countdown at marina barrage till the next morning ._.

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24th Dec 2011 ,

Went Atas flea w sze . We literally got lost cos we can't seem to find that place . Walau ite the place is like really super easy to find . Nvr really enjoy the flea cos it was super squeezy and i've got a tight budget on my hand . Manage to get a ring for Chinese new year purpose . Ok i'm kiasu 510 , cos i'm all prepared for Chinese new year alr . Walk back to bugis to get my bag , went hunting for Sze's wallet around town .

Christmas 2011 ,

Simple outing w the usuals , waited for yaozi at lakeside mrt interchange for like 40mins !!! Omfg , pretty piss off during that time cos i've nvr waited for someone for so long before . But yaozi arrived w presents she got for us from China and Dumby got all of us mini christmas present ! Haha , next time bribe me w present ok !

Train down to Bugis , had steamboat for dinner . Didn't eat much cos i had a late lunch and the food was not to my liking . um yeah , i'm a fussy eater . hehe Yiqianqian came after that , went over to iluma for movie (Alvin and the chipmunk) cos we have nothing to do . Meaningless movie but i just love the chipmunks !

Movie ended and we train to town , walk from somerset all the way till orchard to feel the christmas ambiance . LOL . anyway , we went to town quite late so all the christmas deco , like the lightnings was partially remove alr loh . TT Hsh after that .

26th Dec,

Finally got a job thanks to Cheryl ! Got to travel fr a hour to reach my workplace and its friggin cold thr . Imma save aside at least 2k just in case ukiss comes to Singapore , and to get an Ipad and some for other upcoming concerts ~

(Picture credits to Yaozi and of course my bb . hehe , sorry i'm lazy to watermark your name uh yao)

Went for Block B stalking after work on 27 and 28 Dec . Forever having the feeling of F1 race during stalking and i loveeee it . hahahaha :) forever shag after that cos i only manage to get some sleep at 3am in the morning and still have to crawl up for work at 7am !

31th Dec 2011,

Don't get the shock of your life due to my shag face . I have not been sleeping well because of blockb and work luh .

Countdown with the sze , yaozi , yiqianqian , dumby , yaohui , zhendong , choohwa ! Head down to jp to buy some picnic stuffs w Sze . Went hunting for snow spray to prank the others . Train down to marina barrage for countdown tienling came shortly after that !

Had pretty much fun but the sad part was that we didn't even know that the countdown started till we saw fireworks from the floating platform .

OTL super fail can . two silly girls (yao and tienling) was like admiring the firework while the rest of us have alr prepare the spray cans behind our back ! hahaha , spray each other till my camera turn white (the fuck!) , the snow thingy got into my mouth and dumby's eye ! TT the mat got super sticky . Started clearing up . sze , yiqianqian and choohwa left shortly afterthat while the rest of us spent our day at marina barrage till the next morning .

Everything was pretty much fun except for the part that we have to drag our feet home ! Super shag , lucky there's not much people in the train nor on the bus in the morning if not my image all gone ! Home , bathe and sleep and nag my dad for an Ipad . LOL .

Love countdown with friends , i wonder what countdown i'll be having this year . I wonder if i'll be having countdown with the usuals again ... :(

Then again ... HAPPY 2012 EVERYONE . MAY EVERTHING GOES SMOOTHLY FOR ME THIS YEAR . hehehe

Not young .

2011-12-30T22:58:00.004+08:00

Tmr will be the last day of 2011 , this seems like an alarm for me to start to grow up and not to be so upset over friendship .

Sigh , i just hope things will go smoothly tmr and everyone will have fun . I hate planning stuffs , why am i the one planning when i'm so fucking tired after work while the others don't even have to work to get money ? yep , Life is unfair concludes all .

YOU TELL ME .

I'll blog again soon , a proper blog post this time round . Forever blogging moody stuffs on blog whenever i'm unhappy :/ Yes , for once , i hate twitter .

You've change , you're turning into someone whose character i despise . You can continue to be what you're now , may karma hit you .

Just a sudden thought

2011-12-22T00:13:00.002+08:00

My dream , is to hug all members of ukiss ... especially Dongho . hehe , it sounds kinky but its a small(starting to grow big alr) dream of mine .

ok bye @__@

Is a miracle

2011-12-21T21:51:00.003+08:00

HIHIHI , was practically cooping up at home recently being a computer warrior for the whole day . Head out yesterday cos the job agency called us to go for interview , hopefully i can get the job ! I really want to try working so i can spend my own money ! @__@ The fuu , the person called me like 10am in the morning , i can barely thinking properly please , i just "ya ... ok .... yes ... ok bye"

To add on , i only sleep at 5am in the morning that day ! Spam call sze , no answer and i went back to sleep . Haha . Anyway , we had our interview at late afternoon . Part ways w sze afterthat , she went to find her mom for Christmas shopping at town , while i travel to clementi to find mom and bro for dinner ~ (sobs , i miss my camera eventhough i'm forever complaining that it sucks and i regretted buying it)

Out w relatives (aunts and 2cousins actually) on Sunday , accompanied them to go for their facial treatment at Wheelock place . They look like monkey (i'm sorry to monkey or my aunts but its the truth) after their treatment cos they applied a layer of cream which is mud colour on their face . Yep , so they shop around w the cream on their face . I'm not surprise if they got stomp , LOL . Had dinner at a restaurant in Ion , shop around and hsh .

Sigh , i just love my life , my friends , my relatives (esp my two butts) & family . hehe . don't you ? Eventhough I've difted apart w my two butts , I still feel that i'm really honored to have awesome cousins .

okbye , click my nuffnangs ok ! i think baby is coming back to mommy by this week or next week ? Kyaaaaaaaa , can't wait ! :)

Code red

2011-12-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

Looking at this cute guy definitely brighten your mood .

Feeling down .

2011-12-16T22:12:00.004+08:00

I woke up today feeling depress . yep , an awesome way to get my day started . As awesome as it can get , I happily woke up at 3pm , lunch for an hour or 2 . Can't blame me though ! I was feeling moody the entire day , till now . The computer decided to play prank on me , got so piss w it that i actually shouted at dad blaming him for not getting a new pc , or rather , an ipad . Mom was screaming at bro for his phone bills and backstabbing both me and bro to Dad softly but too bad , my hearings are rather good . great job mom . Slam my bedroom door and started crying (can't control myself) . Twitter is making me feel even more depress , people are sad due to problems in love , friends are tweeting to each other saying how much they miss hanging out w each other or "yay , imma go meet ____ now" . Ya right , try informing those who have never been in love and are currently growing mushroom/fungi at home (in case you never get what i mean , it means rotting) . i have never experience such things in my life for a long time , as long as it takes for your nails to grow one meter long . HAHA .

Can't wait for this year to end soon , i'm bored , mad bored , effing bored . I am forever having the feeling of being alone , being thrown aside by others whom i cherish . So what if i cherish them , they don't even give a fuck about me . I can't differentiate who's good and bad , even if i can , there's no need for me to do so cos no one even bother about me even the bad ones . Seriously , my life is too boring and poor till i'm going overly depress . All my rants are same O same O stuffs , imma save the rest for future rants .

Haha ok bye ,

I need a new year , new beginning .

ps/ Click my nuffnangs to whoever is reading my blog (i wonder if there's any) and thanks a million !

"Having thousand friends isn't a miracle. The miracle is to have a friend who'll stand by you when thousands are against you."

I love this quote , too bad i'll never happen to me , much less having a thousand friend .

Jealousy kills .

2011-12-13T20:34:00.005+08:00

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ....

I've got a confession to make , I'm jealous .

I'm jealous of people who can find a job to earn money , to kill time .

I'm jealous of people who can make full use of their time , work and then hang out w friends after work or during their free day .

If i can't get both friends and work , you should know what i'll choose . Realistic fiveoneoh here .

I'm bored at home , i can't even get out of the house , i'm broke , negative broke . I never want to rely on my parents , i want to earn my own money , I want to use my own money to buy things i like (esp kpop related stuffs like concert tickets) . Thinking of the no. of concerts that might happen next year is just freaking me out $.$

Money is the root of all evil , but you can never survive or enjoy life without money . Take that , its reality .

With earning my own money , i'm one more step to freedom , freedom that only money can buy .

& I hate it that tlist (my following) keep saying how tired they are due to work / how much they have earn alr , as if i'm not depress enough srsly ! -_-

okbye , i think i've said things till like its end of the world huh ? well , it is , for me .

ps/ click my nuffnangs ! :)

Belated .

2011-12-13T17:45:00.005+08:00

Out yesterday w the usual (finally!) to celebrate yiqianqian's birthday . Train down to bugis alone first to get my top . ugh , wasted trip to bugis anw , the shop was close . rush to tanjong pagar to meet them cos i was late by 10mins or so . But anw , the rest arrived later than me , yep it turn out that i was the first one to reach eventhough i was late enough alr ! went to some korean bbq resturant called 2Day1Night(?) or vice versa . LOL . i forgot the name alr .

Train to harbour front , went mac for Mocha chips frappe . heh ~ Walk towards sentosa and back to vivo . Bus and hsh .

Sobzxc , rmb me saying that there's smth wrong w my new baby ? ... send it to repair after MAMA and thats why i'm unable to take pictures of TVXQ ( i went for the fanparty~) and also blog much stuffs ...

In ruins ,

2011-12-05T20:29:00.005+08:00

24th nov - Airport w yaozi , jieqi and hidayah for teentop's arrival .

25th nov - Stalking teentop

26th nov - was at home till late night . train down to meet butt , kailing and huiru , at cineleisure before going to the airport for teentop's departure .

27th nov - Woke up early for family outing to malaysia .

28th nov - last min decision to head out . cab down to MBS , meet up w amanda , aloysius and minqi to try our luck to see idols . chance upon huhgak and shindong (suju) , but did not know they are them . Super regret . Saw minzy (2NE1) infront of miumiu while hunting for Gongcha in the shopping mall . LOL . Followed Parkbom (2ne1) down the escalator . she's damn beautiful , really ! Saw SimonD twice while wandering around mbs . yaozi came afterthat , cab down to Ritzcartlon , saw one actor and one actress , Ljs for late dinner , back to mbs and hsh . ( super regret , y i no go airport for Beast arrival ?! )

29th nov - MnetAsianMusicAward , woke up early to queue for red carpet w yaozi , amandalee , amandatan , aloysius and minqi since we did not buy tickets for the concert . Red carpet started at 4pm , mad squeezy and (why i so short ?!) , but thanks to my camera , i'm able to see all the idols rather clearly . No snapshots of idols like 2ne1 , suju and snsd cos its easier to take fancam . szechyi and amandalow waited fr us outside the redcarpet . Had dinner together at kfc before we parted ways . Went to zhihui's house cos she recorded the redcarpet , hsh after that .

30th nov - Woke up late , wanted to send yaozi off at the airport w sze but yaozi alr check-in before we even reach the airport ! OTL fail . Decided to watch 'Breaking dawn' at iluma , but the shopping mall is somehow renovating , make do w the movie theater at bugis junction . Breaking dawn was awesome , the best out of the twilight saga !

1st dec - Happy birthday yiqianqian ! hehe :) headed down to the library and pass some books to butt the 3rd , LOL huiru .

3rd dec - Acc szechyi to the airport for TVXQ homin's arrival , chance on jieqi , hidayah and co ! Mac for lunch after that and jp for 'Already famous' . Pretty nice movie , but i would definitely prefer Breaking dawn .

4th dec - Train down to Singapore indoor stadium for TVXQ fanparty with szechyi . Meet up w jieqi , hidayah and co . The fanparty was pretty nice , the best part was that i saw Onew on the screen !! OK no offence ! Regretted wearing heels , and we were at the moshpit , meaning no seats ! Fanparty ended around 9pm , sat outside SIS for bout' 45mins , took circle line train to and fro , ended up reaching home at midnight . LOL .

Anyone but you ,

2011-12-05T19:15:00.003+08:00

Everyone's working , but i'm still here in front of my computer typing and wasting my days away . I wanna find a job too , but i never have the guts to work alone , yet . not right now , since its my first time going to work .... if i'm able to find one . Everyone have got another friend to acc them to find work , to work together , or if not , work in their family / parent's friend's company . Me , i'm nothing . I'm not even an average teenage girl , i'm below average . I don't even have someone who can accompany me to go and search for work . I've found some jobs , but i've got no guts to email to them , i don't even know what i should type ! OTL totally fail , okcan .

All types of relationship , you say it , i have none . Imma total failure , those who i cherish don't even care shits about me .

kbye , i'll be back to do some blogging in a few hrs time . Meanwhile , click my nuffnangs !

2 o'clock , six-thirty

2011-11-22T22:26:00.002+08:00

18 Nov ,

head out and went to my bro's primary school for his prize presentation . train down to jp afterthat for 2pm M&G . it was a total failure cos i almost did not have the chance to blog anymore ... the place was squeezy like fuck srsly . ok damn pissed and mad angry thanks to my camera . lousy shit .

Lucky alicia and yaozi were there along with zhihui , kaiwei and wanlin to lighten the mood . Laugh till i've got muscle pain . OTL

so depressed , still have not got over the fact that why i no go their concert ?! but on the brighter note , i went for their departure , omg awesome shit . i can just reach out my hands and touch the boys , this shows how omg close i am to them ! kyahaha :)

ok bye ~

Free my wings .

2011-11-19T20:10:00.004+08:00

Gradnight post finally done , but I've done two more post before that :) Look fr it at my archives . Bye ~

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Graduation Night 2011

2011-11-19T01:30:00.011+08:00

Well , this is the end of my Secondary school life I guess .

Had Graduation night dinner on Nov 18 2011 .

This is my first time for taking such a long time to get myself prepared and ready to head out of house . Started preparing since 1pm when the grad night starts at 6pm . I happily took 5 omg hrs to prepare ok ! Half of my energy is gone even before reaching the function room .

Fell down twice , one while walking towards szechyi's house , another one while walking towards Dad's car . So yeah , two ugly blood patch on my knee cap OTL

Had tons of fun over there , meaningful and heartwarming . Had to hold back my tears so as to not smudge my 4hrs of make-up ! Mr liew ( 4e2'11 form teacher ... my form teacher ) could not make it to the graduation dinner ! Super sad k . The only class w no form teacher giving speech ... Tried to take as many pictures w different people , but in the end ... FAILED :(

cab down to Cineleisure after grad night , watch idk what movie . HSH thanks to yiqianqian's and yaozi's dad :)

YCSS 1E2'08 , 2E2'09

Shihui , friend since Pri 1 and we went to the same class ever since then ... for 10years . Proud ~

Sinyee wong , my comics store . LOL . A nice girl and i've never seen her getting angry at all .... erm except fr once she almost flare up cse of me . hehe

Many things has happen during this two years , i grew from a total nerdy looking girl with long socks and skirt , fringless to what i am now . I had tons and tons of quarrel w different people in the class . We went from idon'tknowwhoyouare , into friends , into awesome cliques , into families , into enemies and back to strangers again .

Hakim , friend since primary school . Shihui and I was the one who named him elephant . Sorry yo ! ._.

Shina , the best sportswomen i know . haha , a super straight forward women too .

Felicia , the most crazy women i know . haha :)

I love the time during Sec 1 , carefree lives whereby we slack in Jp almost everyday after school . The time whereby we have a clique of 13 girls . LOL .

We even celebrated Valentine's day by exchanging presents w each other during Sec 2 . The time where i can never forget is after the June holidays , things changed . I don't know what happen but suddenly we've divided into smaller groups . It was one of the very tough time i had in my sec school life . Just so suddenly , i lost my very good friend , a outgoing friend who taught me fashion , who taught me how to dress well , who taught me how to be brave , someone who teach me by forcing (TT) me to have a taste of pineapple (though i never had any since then) , yet we somehow became stranger and i never had the opportunity to talk to her ever since then . Regretted not speaking to her again during Grad night .

The 2nd half of the year of my sec 2 life was terrible . But at least i had two friends who are w me . I can never forget about the birthday surprise they given me . Eventhough only two of them helped me to celebrate my birthday , it was still awesome , one of the best birthday i had , a very heart warming one .

And yes , the three of us went to separate classes fr the next two years , we somehow became strangers again eventhough we promised ourselves not to . What's worse was that suddenly we're hating on each other when we're sec 3 , June again . Now i have a phobia of June , seriously , cause idk when i'll lose my friends again . But then at least I manage to take the last picture together during grad night :) I hope we still can remain as friends forever .

To all my sec 1 & 2 friends , you can never imagine how happy i am when idk who called me in to take the last class photo . I have never ever labelled myself as a part of 1e2'08 and 2e2'09 after all the frictions i had w you guys . Thank you guys ! :)

YCSS 3E2'10 , 4E2'11

Goh yeeling and Goh tienling .

I was alone , alone and alone . But at least I still have szechyi , friend fr 10years w me in the class . She was the one who indirectly helped me find myself again . She's my best shopping partner and my creditor forever OTL Thanks to her , i can at least protect myself from being said as a loner w no true friends .

And then because of Kpop , i got to interact w Fuyao and I somehow joined their cliques though i only know waver , amanda , sze , yaozi and yiqianqian only . Although i still can't forget the past , i knew how to move on and grow up . At first i dislike fuyao cos she seem v fierce , no seriously , but intheend ... she's a total mad women k ! haha , my kpop partner forever ! :)

My sec 4 life went in a blur . I rmb i unknowingly becoming a hating target again . People starting hating me and till now i still dk why . But nevertheless , life move on .

I starting knowing more people from yaozi's clique . I grew closer w zhihui cos we're the only two girls from the clique who went to mr shah's social studies class . Since sec 1 and sec 2 , i always thought that she was an obnoxious women , but intheend she's a not-every-clumsy-but-still-somehow-clumsy-like-yourstruly person lor ! OTL forever kena cheated by the face one . haha

Had the chance to interact w zhiyu and cheryl too because of Supershow 4 cos i acc them to overnight queue . See , kpop is not a bad thing ok !

Got closer w yiqianqian too eventhough we were alr in the same class during primary school .

So overall , i had an awesome and adventurous Secondary school life . Anyway , its a rather good ending to my Seconday school life . We all grew up don't we ? :)

Grad's shopping trip .

2011-11-19T00:40:00.004+08:00

Went for Graduation night clothes hunting everyday before Graduation night , after MCQ O'LVL . My legs went super sore and i could not sleep for nights cos my foot is hurting like crazy .

Nowhere near .

2011-11-18T23:49:00.002+08:00

Out with kailing on some random day before the MCQ science paper to try out the camera i bought some days back . yeah , that camera is rather suck-ish . idk why it always hang on me after a while , piss off man . But still we got to have some cousin-bonding ~

So kl keep stopping me from turning on the camera so that it can rest more , weird logic or what . anw , this trick rather useless . Totally feel like slamming the camera esp when it comes to taking pictures of my idols . wahpiang , i bought the camera purely for kpopping ok :(

Bus down to kl's house first , had to wait for her forever while she prepare . Train down to Vivo , sentosa first and we alighted at the first station and walk till the last station . mad proud or what ?! :) ok fine , we somehow got lost along the way ... & i was the one who initiated to walk and even cause us to get lost .. hehe

Waited till 7pm plus before going back to Vivo to shop around . Foot was hurting badly cos i've not walk so much ever since months ago ? All i did was , school - home - sleep - dinner - study - sleep routine .

ummm more pictures on fb .

Neverland.

2011-11-11T00:36:00.003+08:00

Hello guys :/

THIS , is how i look at home ...

AND THIS , is how my room looks , is it really that messy ?

ok random much ._.

Another awesome day

2011-11-08T23:03:00.004+08:00

October 17 2011 .

It was actually one of my most terrible day of my life . My birthday . i thought it would be another miserable day for me , no birthday wishes , no nothing , esp from my cliques (well , i suppose we're cliques ... ok more or less) ! Pathetic or not .

Head out to the library to study fr O's w szechyi , heartless women , did not even wish me a happy birthday at all when i meet her ! OTL zhihui and fuyao came afterthat , the worst feeling came . I was feeling so mofo-ing upset cos i thought they're not gna celebrate my birthday ! TT Literally emo the entire day . Went Mos burger for dinner with them , me and sze went fr night study while zhihui and fuyao went fr their tuition (like real) .

Left the night study earlier , wanted to study again @Superbowl mac . Chance upon yiqian and Shina , so we left fr mac together . Saw Zhiyu and Cheryl too along the way to Mac . So the 6 of us wanted to study together ... but in the end everyone left , leaving only me and sze . Headed home instead without studying .

Was suppose to wait for Fuyao at the busstop near my house . Sze left me waiting fr fuyao alone . ya wtf , she dash to my house intheend . haha . Went home afterthat without meeting fuyao .

Everyone - Yaozi , Zhihui , Sze , Yiqiqianqian , Cheryl , Zhiyu , Shina and Yaohui ( i hope i did not miss anyone out) - was at my house ... erm my mom's room waiting to scare the shit out of me . Haha , all these heartless people ! i thought they've forgotten and ignored my birthday ! was so embarrassing and happy that i cried (again) .__. Turn out that they had planned this the week before alr ! kyaaaaaaa i love them ! :)

Yep , so this was my 2nd time getting trick on my birthday . Ok i fail .

Some things you can never wish for /

2011-11-08T22:53:00.004+08:00

Long time since i last blog .

10 September , SHINEE WORLD CONCERT .

ps. did not upload any swc pics cos i'm lazy ~~~

Its like finally i get to see Onew for real , after 1.5 years of only being able to watch him in shows etc . haha , yep i'm somehow crazy about him . btw , did i tell y'all that i went to the airport overnight just to catch a glimpse of him leaving the airport ? yep i did not , so i went to changi aiport overnight w Fuyao and Sinyee on 9th sept . Got a rather good view and took a rather awesome fancam . wahaha , mad proud :)

Got home get change , sleep and headed out again to Singapore indoor stadium . Had one of the most awesome time ever . Cried like mad went the concert was going to end . Like how could you not seriously . Tripped and fell at the carpark , ok mad paiseh but no one cares . Everyone was just trying to chase the van with Shinee in it . (Luckily)

Had my prelims two days after SWC . Of course how do you think i fare ? Actually i deproved due to my Hist and Poa , like always . Hah .

pictures credit to etude house .

Nothing's new

2011-11-06T23:34:00.003+08:00

Life was rather unexpected , fortunate and unfortunate .

Will be having my last second paper (History) on Tuesday and last paper on next monday , and i'll start blogging again .

Wish me some luck ok ! :)

So what ? Would anyone care ?

2011-09-03T17:37:00.002+08:00

The feeling where you realize something that people are trying to hide from you .

The feeling where your friends are having fun without you .

The feeling where your friends went out together without you .

The feeling where you don't know who is real and who is fake .

The feeling where you think that everyone is hating you .

The ultimate feeling where you have no friends . No , none at all . Everyone is fake , everyone hates you , everyone is hiding away from you , everyone talks behind your back .

I'm quiet , I'm ugly , I have no friends . I am a loser in everything .

Do you guys even know how shattered up I am inside ? I am human , I have feelings , I see , I hear , I know . Maybe being treated like this over and over again makes you sensitive to such stuffs and you can more or less know whether others hate you or not .

Teacher's Day 11'

2011-09-03T17:22:00.002+08:00

Had Teachers' Day celebration on 30 August (?) , anyway its a Thursday that day . Nothing much and the performance was rather typical except for the dance by Dickson and co. It was the first time i have ever seen such a dance , no seriously !

Headed home after that and out in the evening again to watch SS3 3D at Vivo w Sinyee , Cheryl and Zhiyu . Awesome show , just that the timing is too short , 1 hour 20 mins is totally not enough ! ( I paid $30 for it btw.. )

I love my class , I just don't fit in .

Perfect , Perfection .

2011-08-30T17:41:00.002+08:00

Grad night is coming , 3 days right after O's . I think i should starve myself starting now ....

Hmmm , what should i wear ? Definitely not getting my clothes/dress from Bugis . Grad night is the time where i should really get some good clothes to pamper myself ~

Next week is School holiday , hope i can jolly-well stay at home and really focus on studying for the whole week !

Toodles , off to studying .

I'm treating blogger like tumblr .

2011-08-30T17:24:00.003+08:00

Seriously in love with DSLR . no , i'm not from a well-off family , therefore i need to wait till after O's to persuade Dad to get me one ! LOL , i should stop with the DSLR spamming .... BUT I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO HAVE ONE ... LIKE NOW ! T.T and then i will keep blogging non-stop .

Envy of Fuyao , she just got her baby last week ! She's got an awesome dad .

on the side note , 11 MORE DAYS TO SHINEE WORLD CONCERT !

and 13 more days to Prelims . Sigh , i have not even start my revision yet ... but i'll do so cos i promised Dad and my tuition teacher that i'll study hard . No pain no gain , no study no DSLR .

Sometimes you wish you never knew .

2011-08-30T17:10:00.002+08:00

I'm stress-out , no i'm not .

I said i need to save money , i did . but it always went into my tummy every end of the week .

I want to be a happy girl , but then ...

SIGH .

A promise to myself , blog more after O's . *wink*

Optimistic

2011-08-09T14:00:00.002+08:00

I know , blog's dead , super dead .

Well , i think i'm gna leave it dead till i finally manage to get rid of my laziness and take some pictures .

Receiving my O'lvl chinese results either this week or next week .

1 month 1 day to Shinee world concert !

1 month 3 days to my Prelims ! so of course i'll be busy w kpop and studies and shall neglect this blog till maybe after O's .

-Went to queue overnight recently for my Shinee ticket . Still not sure whether my seat is a good one or not ! of course i hope i'll be a good seat where i can see Onew clearly ! When for the concert just for him ! :D had a torturing time during the overnight cos i'm a person who can't stay awake during the night !

-Went to stalk ukiss during Korean music wave , had awesome time and got to know ukiss craze people ! got to see all the groups who went for the concert except for Seungri and Taeyang .

-Had steamboat yesterday .

-Collected my Swc onew replica tee at Plaza sing and almost wanted to walk all the way to Takashimaya from there . but thanks to the weather that fuyao and i train there . Saw Nat Ho doing some filming along Orchard road .

Ending this post abruptly . Looking forward to Shinee world concert 100911 ! and someone please teach me how to study real hard please ! T.T

oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE , love ya !

photos taken by @awesomealicia during Kpop heal the world concert !

Beast is B2ST

2011-07-05T20:26:00.005+08:00

hiakhiak , hello people . gna do another blog post about my fantastic spazzing again :)

right , before that , hear a good news or bad news first ... okie bad news first . sooooo , Ukiss is coming to Singapore for Korean Music Wave on 15th July .... but i have some prize giving rehearsal till 6pm ! SOMEBODY SAVE ME PLEASE !!! fuckmylife .

Next is that i'm sure those Kpop mad fans will know about this , either Shinee , SNSD or Suju will be coming to SG this year for concert , but I'm pathetically having my O's ! How to go ?! Wah totally double fml . Oh the good news is that ukiss coming to Singapore like next week !!!

fallthisshit , so yep . Fuyao and I went to Beast Singapore fanmmet on 2 July ! woke up early in the morning to prepare before tuition so that i can run out of the house straight away after tuition . went downstairs to wait for Fuyao and her dad to fetch me and travel to Max pavilion . Went there so damn early for the sake of getting our hands on the merchandise . Damn , i waited for like 2hrs and even cancel 30mins of my tuition for it and got nothing in return !

Was feeling rather shag at first , train down to Changi to have subway (eat fresh) for lunch before going back to Max Pavilion for the Fanmeet .

Had an awesome time inside , it was more of a fun concert rather than super high concert . Almost melted when the Beast members did cute/funny faces ! sorry fr all the Beast pictures cos my poor camera can't zoom in that well ! sigh .. :(

Concert ended , meet up w Amanda and Charmaine . wanted to go to the airport together but Charmaine can't make it so the 3 of us went instead . wasted trip cos we thought that you would be able to catch a glimpse of them before the head back to korea . TT

Home w Fuyao @2am ! Shag till i look worse than a panda . Went to bed w wet hair and got a slight flu the next day ! unlucky much ?!

Gosh , this post took me 5days . LOL !

What could be worse than that .

2011-06-28T21:51:00.003+08:00

I thought i was happy , i thought i would be happy . Maybe i'm wrong , i don't know why .

Starting of the new term , i'm so busy with schl , tuitions and i'm feeling down . what can be worse than that ?

내가 제일 잘 나가

2011-06-24T16:46:00.003+08:00

Hello lovelies , (Beat bam ratatata tatatata~) blogging while waiting for 2pm and Boyfriend (OHMYGAWD YOUNGMIN LIKE A CUTE PLS) live in Music bank :)

June 22 ,

the best day in my June holidays along w the kpop heal the world concert ! hehe , i love fuyao , yiqian , cheryl , sze and co. (esp fuyao , sze and yiqian!) If not for them i think i can never find my smile again ever since its lost a few months back . LOL , i can go on and on why i love them . But , lets no be mushy here okie ! :)

yep so anyway , prepare and went downstairs to meet sze and bus down to Jp to meet Fuyao to get our Sushi and breezer for the picnic at Fairprice extra . LOL .

-BRB , Boyfriend live now-

hehe , chance upon Yaohui , Zhendong and Shina cos they're buying drinks for the picnic too ! Went to Action city together to get Yaohui's portable speaker . Train down to lakeside to meet up w yiqian , zhihui , zhihui , jinquan and choohwa ! Poor zhihui and jinquan , waited for us fr like 30mins and still got to wait fr yiqian , zhiyu and choohwa too !

Train to Marina Bay afterthat , bus and finally reach Marina barrage . Seating under the scorching sun was like BBQ yourself but at least the place was rather windy so the weather was fairly good . Waited for Cheryl to arrive before we start to gobble up the food and drinks each of us prepared !

Played card games , loser drinks a cup of icelemontea+strawberrytea+HTWO+breezer+etcetc . unlucky shit , yeah i lost ... T.T

Picture taking time . haha , photos taken by choohwa's awesome cam and my lousy cam . Sigh its time for me to get a new camera lor , but so far i have not succeed in talking my dad into getting a new one for me ...

Played another game , me and fuyao suggested it cos we got the inspiration from Mblaq sesame player . hehe , player must spin 10 rounds and run in a straight line . Improvise the game a bit , there are 12 of us so we spilt up into 2 groups , 1 vs 1 spin 10rounds , run and grab a bottle infront of us and run back to the starting line . Seriously that game can puke out all the food we ate before that ! Felt terrible after all the spinning and running D;

Slack till late evening before packing up . Left marina barrage and walk to Marina Bay Sands to Marina Square . Rested in Yoshinoya . Went out of Marina square , Fuyao and Zhiyu acc Cheryl to hail cab while the rest of us wait fr them at some random staircase .

train home afterthat , feeling super tired and stinky !

Harm or no harm , its up to you to decide it .

2011-06-20T20:06:00.004+08:00

Give me some credits ! I've finally put aside my drama and do a nice post to update my blog !

well so anyway , went for class outing on 14th June . hmmmm class outing half fail half successful ?

went to JP with mom and bro for lunch at mac and to restock my stationery . left them and train to clementi to meet Fuyao , zhihui , zhiyu , zhendong , yaohui , nizam , zongwei . had KOI duh !

Accompany them to mac (again) for lunch . Amanda came soon after , followed by waver and szechyi ... oh and Cheryl ! thanks to that girl i got my B2ST fiction and fact limited edition album fresh frm Korea ! walk over to the bus stop and bus down to West Coast Park .

uh , seriously that place is rather boring . alight and went to Mac (wtf , i'm gonna puke) to find the rest of fouretwo . slack around , walk around . accompanied Zhihui and the others to find the shop where they can rent a bike or two . Freaking far away , walk all the way from near mac till that deserted (kidding) shop . Seems like that is the only place where we can rent a bike in Wcp eh ? In the end none of us manage to rent any bike due to the pricing but instead got ourselves expensive 100plus etc drinks . Wtf ? walk all the way back to near mac again ! haha .

Wander around the park , the boys , Fuyao , zhihui , szechyi , waver , zhiyu and i bus down to Wesly's house . Stayed over there till 7pm and travel to Amelia's house for BBQ ! Accompanied Jueying to buy drinks shortly after arriving cos i was feeling kind of bored and kind of upset . But things got better afterthat , blast Kpop music with Fuyao and co. while BBQ-ing our food and the rest watch teevee .

Left Amelia's house around 10pm i think and slack at lakeside mrt . Train down to JP cos shina wants to get some food . In the end , Shina bought her food while some of us got breezer and walk over to the playground near the library slack till 12mn w Fuyao , zhihui , szechyi , shina and yaohui . Started scaring ourselves cos of the fallen leaves and laugh our ass out due to some random jokes . Home w sze , fuyao and zhihui .

A book of how to deal with different people .

2011-06-11T14:15:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates , i guess my readers has decrease drastically . Well anyway , i don't have much of a readers in the first place , so oh well . short update now ? hah .

Its the second week of june holiday and i have not done a single piece of homework yet . To think that i'm a sec four going to graduate student who is going to take a major exam this year .

First week of june holiday was a torture to me . Cried so badly on one of the day during that week . Not my fault okie , i can't control my tears .

So anyway , went out with Fuyao , Szechyi , Zhiyu , Zhihui and Zhendong after remedial on 3rd june , friday . Went Jp for lunch and train down to ChangiAirport ! wahaha , my second home . Me , Fuyao , Zhiyu and sze went there to see Mblaq while the others just go there to feel how is it like to fetch idols . keke :) slack at yogurt plus and mac . train back to Jp fr dinner @CrystalJade w/o Zhiyu . called dad to drive us home ~

4th June ,

Went to Kpop Heal the world concert . Blog bout' it soon when i get the pictures from my friend !

8th June ,

Got so bored of staying at home , so went to clementi mall with mommy . In the end left mommy alone in clementi mall after getting my books and went to meet Fuyao for dinner ! Bought KOI (duh) , and bus down to Jp fr Tori Q .

10th June ,

Shopping trip with Kailing eventhough i'm already near to no money left . LOL . cos i spend a sum of my own money (wah proud) for a fanmeet . and i don't even dare to ask mommy or daddy for money cos my tuition fee is already like a bomb please . so yeah , i'm super broke now esp after shopping . i don't know how to survive for my june holiday alr .

Silly women , finally a day where she's got a wait for me lor . wahaha , wanted to go to FEP and Bugis for shopping but just shopping at Bugis left us with no much money for FEP . anyway was quite satisfied with all the loots i got .

Went to Cine after that just for GongCha and Chicken rice for dinner ! FML . train back to Bugis afterthat cos we wanted to buy the different tops both of us set our eyes on but could not decided whether we should get it or not before that . so , we both got our items and urge butt to train home w me cos i have tons of homework undone for tuition the next day ! ... (but in the end i did not have tuition due to stomach cramp .) crap ....

Dilemma

2011-05-31T18:56:00.002+08:00

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyy .... it was a chaotic Tuesday morning ! Went to school for SS remedial and had a hard time spam calling Fuyao to wake up . LOL . But in the end the main motive of waking her up failed , train down to Lot 1 and wandered around the mall waiting for Fuyao to reach . Finally got our tickets at the Sistic over there . I fucking spend bout 200 in total today okay , heart pain like crazy .

Train to Clementi to borrow books cos the books there are mostly brand new :) Slack and waited for Alicia to come , bought KOI and home .

yes its true .

2011-05-28T19:13:00.005+08:00

Chinese O'Level on monday , wish me luck guys ! And good luck to those having the O'Level on monday too !

haha i love everyone even my haters but I wasn't put on earth to please you haters bytheway ! :)

xoxo , yeelingebitch .

I’m not happy. And I don’t know why.

2011-05-24T17:12:00.000+08:00

Chinese O's coming right up in about less than 10 days time and i'm still struggling to get my A1 but i just can't concentrate , i feel sad sad sad unhappy unhappy unhappy , my mind can't seem to think properly . I don’t think anyone understands just how unhappy I really am .

Someone teach me how to stay positive and be happy ! T.T but shit no , i'm not pathetic !... i guess ...

Oh yeah , i went to Changi Airport with Fuyao(!) last friday after my English oral prelim to see Kim kibum ! hehe , had my favourite yogurt which is only available at changi airport and mac for supper . And miss the darn train and had to cab to lakeside and then bus home ! Forever the same situation that we had to cab home . Quite Satisfied that day cos i get to see him real close and got to have my fav yogurt . LOL . But he ain't my bais . I will faint and jump for joy if i see my bais up close :B

pictures from tumblr.

I'm not the happy, bubbly girl I once was.

2011-05-23T22:04:00.005+08:00

Sup sup , it moody Monday today and marks the starting of the week but i'm already feeling upset and unhappy . Mother tongue intensive lesson for the whole week , and i'm going to be lonely for the whole week except for during lessons cos at least Sinyee wong is sitting beside me . Recess is a torture , after school is also a torture . Guess what , my first time getting my butt out of the school once the bell rings . Totally weird and i don't like it . It makes me feel that everyone hates me (ok maybe its the truth) , idk why .

Pictures from tumblr

You have to fend for yourself , never depend on anyone .

2011-05-18T21:51:00.003+08:00

Went down to JP mac to teach Kailing math . Forever late queen , made me wait for about 30 fucking mins . Got so bored and wandered around Jp by myself . Taught her math (can puke blood man !) and train down to bugis , she went for her work while i go shop @bugis village myself .

So proud of myself please , I've become more independent already loh . I know i can't depend on my friends to go out shopping with me forever, i have to know how to go shopping alone ... erm with the accompany of my PSP . I finally realise why the past weeks or months i have been staying at home , thats cos no one wants to accompany me out . Therefore I have to be independent and go shopping myself !

Shop fr an hour and headed back to Bugis Junction to find Kailing . Gelato for dinner and train back home early cos there's school the next day ! -_-

pictures from tumblr.com

Don't get close to people because you when you thought that they will always be there for you , they leave .

2011-05-17T22:03:00.005+08:00

Hai people , sigh i'm again not feeling well again .. Facebook is so happening with all my school mates posting about their cliques trip and i'm pathetically at home all day !

Sunday May 15 ,

headed out with mom and bro to clementi for haircut . erm haircut for bro and just tagging along for me . LOL . I never went to any salon for bout' a year alr , got my hair cut myself . had sakae shushi for lunch . went library and chance upon Fuuuuuyao , zhihui , zhengdong and zhiyu !

took off with them to town ! i love them to bits ! if not for them i think i would be stuck in the library and then home cos my bro has no life , everyday home home home T.T shop around Fep , bought a hairbraid and nothing else .

got my sour milk like finally and acc the rest have tea break at graffiti cafe . shop around , yaohui and weiquan came to find us . walk over to scape for Gongcha ! Neoprint next and slack fool around cine . LOOL .

played the head smacking game and made a mess in the train cabin , oops ! haha , but i still had a fun day out , its been so long since i've had so much fun ! ♥♥♥♥♥

Ever wondered why life did not go the way you wanted ?

2011-05-16T13:55:00.008+08:00

I really hated today , i just wish time flies and it will be night time in a blink of an eye . Everyone is getting their butt out of their house except for me . Hah .. and i at home strolling around the house , not knowing what to do . OK fine , i hate everything actually . right i'm a sadist , none of your business !
(don't get shock cos i've got serious eyebags partly due to my previous eye infection + sleep too late + baby fat + did not spam enough foundation ....)

So its a four days holiday for me now , erm counting from Saturday till Tuesday . Four days holiday and i'm only out yesterday and who knows what might happen tmr . Everyday i'm living in miracles , hopes and dreams that will never come true . And yes , i hate staying at home . I prefer going out to socialize with people .

End of MYE last Friday , everyone is celebrating their hearts out with their friends . Me ? i pathetically landed home celebrate with four walls . Ask kailing to bring me out in the end since I've not seen her for long(!) and no one will go out w me anyway . I love going out with her and her cliques but I've got to spend hours and hours choosing clothes . wtf .

Prepared and of course that women was late . Took a long bus ride to Jp to wait for her but still I've to wait for her like 30 fucking mins ! Train down to Somerset and settled our dinner at HongKong Cafe and had Gong cha afterthat . omg , freaking nice , better than KOI ! Dinner was a torture , Keyin and irene fighting over mango pudding and laugh everyone's ass out . LOOOL .

Went over to the entrance of the cinema , crap around and it was alr 11pm . Hsh , around 12mn . And well , it was Friday the 13th that day and the kind-heart kailing told me the most unluncky time for the day is 12mn . i got scared and called mommy down to fetch me .. eh i'm actually a brave girl but become a timid girl when it comes to this type of stuffs okie ... walau , who's fault you tell me ! -_-

finally a blog post after 10 over days ! and i studied like crazy for my sciene exam this time round . but i think i did not do much help :( and i hope i don't flunk my A-math ! T.T

Flaws

2011-05-16T13:49:00.002+08:00

I can't differentiate who's a good person and who's not . well , i'm not a good a telling who's true to me or who's not and i hate that cos i forever end up regretting my decisions . yep , my biggest flaw i believe . my life twirls around regretting and regretting , no joke ! :(

Missing you crazy .

2011-05-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

In case you're wondering ....

from left to right : Kiseop , Eli , Kevin , Hoon , Aj , DongHo ♥ , Soohyun ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

UKISS ! (♥)

Haha , posted this up just for my satisfaction purpose .

One more week till the end of MYE and i'm starting to be in celebration mood alr .... erm mostly cos i've finally ended the two most annoying subjects ! History and social studies ! My brain almost died of too much memorizing . Lucky all the essays i memorise came out . Wtf if not i will whine till i go mad for wasting my time remembering not important stuffs ! Did not study for my Math just because of history ya' know ! Urgh , there goes my <90 marks for my emath ... :(

but anyway , GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS PEOPLE !

We're still young , at heart !

2011-04-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

super outdated post . LOL .

21st April ,

Zhihui, Szechyi , Jinquan , Shina , Yiqian , Shyenyi , Yaohui , Zhendong , Fuyao , Zhiyu , Cheryl and Yeeling(yours truly) ._.

wanted to give szechyi and surprise birthday initially . Of course is was a fail lah , i just blurted it the day before out of random to the others in school and started planning it then . also , with the help of some other blur girls discussing it infront of sze !

(retard cake choosen by birthday boy , Jinquan -_- )

came out with a super lousy excuse in the first place . said we having dinner to celebrate guzheng for getting Gold for SYF . LOL .

so , went home to get change and waiting for the time to go faster ... and then slower cos i was late and started rushing to prepare to head out ! was the one who suggested this thing and should be the one to book seats and buy cake but in the end everything was done by Fuyao and co. ! keke .

Jinquan was there too (his birthday falls on the same date as sze) . Everyone was waiting for sze to come . was famished(!) so we ordered first . LOL .

of course , sang birthday song for the both of them . embarrassing ! played with the cream on the cake . i hate shina , she cheated me and to think i was kind enough to pass her napkins ! (urgh and i fell down during english lesson a few days back thanks to shina again(!) , cos she push away my chair !)

paid the bills after making a fool out of ourselves . Cost a fucking bomb . Part ways with the guys and left us girls roaming around JP .

Omg , i want GongCha ! i won't ask "Anyone?" now cos i don't believe in kind souls/human anymore . Having Trust will just make you suffer and feel terrible ._. haha , i shall get it myself after my MYE !

I'm an introvert .

2011-04-26T18:56:00.004+08:00

One exam day down , 2 more weeks to go before taking a small break . Urgh , life's miserable , i'm pathetic .

If you say you're life is a bore , you haven't seen mine .

2011-04-26T18:43:00.008+08:00

Hey all , Mid-year exam is coming real soon (for my school lah) Wtf its only like one day away from my Chinese paper and i'm still here typing and blogging and being a netizen ! i'm a failure shit-zxc . Someone teach me how to resist the temptation of computer please !! D; computer is starting to be my best friend starting this year since I've been staying at home rotting my life away recently . Omgomgomg , i better stfu now and go do some revision or finish up the increasing pile of homework lor ! haha , i'm blogging now cos the previous post was too lame but i did not want to delete it (better to push that blog post down by posting a new post ! )
- On Hiatus maybe ? -

16 balloons .

2011-04-21T22:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SZECHYI ! , JINQUAN ! AND MICHELLE !

(i only have pictures of Sze lah !)

i'll do another post soon bout' today k !

Forget me not .

2011-04-21T21:48:00.005+08:00

So.......................... Last SYF forever .

went to school as per normal . national athem afterthat and went to Guzheng room to prepare for SYF !

It was the only time where i really see everyone training hard and getting anxious for it , only to hope that our 1.5years of effort would not go to waste . Felt super stress bcse everyone pins their hope on us . The only cca which got 3 consecutive gold in Ycss . (not bragging but its the truth!)

Really hated whereby people says that Guzheng can get gold very easily one lar~ Wtf , seriously , try training hours and hours for weeks and months . Train till you get blisters everyweek and aching shoulders . You've never know how much effort everyone puts in . How caring our teachers are to us . Fuckyou , brainless son of a bitch .

Had an early breakfast before getting our make-up done . Hey , at least this year's make up is wayyyyy better than the previous one which is totally hideous . Fml whenever i see that picture !

Camwhore around the Guzheng room , pulling people to take pictures with me ! haha , if not i don't have pictures to blog leh .. ._. was the last few people to get my make-up done . well , it looks ugly but not as serious as the previous ones .

Went over to republic poly , everyone was stress like mad . LOL . But still stress is stress , all of us still can walk around asking for coins to get some snack from the vending machine to kill time ! haha , hilarious ! had around an hour of waiting time , bored like omg . saw my primary school Guzheng teacher etc too ! everyone basically knew each other . my current teacher knows my primary school teacher yada yada ~

had 10mins inside the tuning room , super stress . everyone was like damn quiet and anxious . went backstage afterthat and everyone started to freak out . LOOL .

bass instructor , peishi , hongchun and chloe .

mad a bit of mistake in the first part but everything went well ~ Got compliment from teacher that it was the best compared to all the other time we've practised in school or perfrom elsewhere .

went back to republic poly the next day for the results . Of course , we maintain our awesome Gold !

The final results .

2011-04-19T20:49:00.002+08:00

GOLD ! :D

happy sad excited disappointed

will do a proper post with all our freak-the-shit-out-of-you-face soon! haha . ok , fine you've just seen one of the pictures (above)

You never care and never will you care .

2011-04-18T18:49:00.003+08:00

Some random photo i finally transfer into my computer ~ Lunch with familes after offering prayers to grandparents @ some random resturant near bugis :) LOL . ending with a picture of Zhendong's sun burn face . taken after sports day @cheverons .

2011' Guzheng

2011-04-18T18:24:00.002+08:00

Finish my last SYF just now . Kind of sad but happy , guzheng has been my cca since primary school ! meaning i've played guzheng for like 8 years ? (fine , but i'm still not a pro yet -_- ) Excited , anxious but scared for tmr's results , hope we can do well and bring glory to the school again ! :)

2011-04-15T20:15:00.000+08:00

YOU NEVER FAIL TO CHEER ME UP :)

I will try .

2011-04-15T20:09:00.002+08:00

i need to confess ... but its not as if nobody knows .

right , I've been crying this week just because of the competition . i know i should not be a crybaby anymore but its not that easy to control your tears especially when you're damn upset or disappointed ! Everyone keep saying that we'll do well , but i haven't got much confidence like the previous syf ! Last practice on Sunday (madness) , sincerely hope that everyone can buck up and do well on mondaymondaymonday !

gosh , i wish i hope i pray i want a Gold ! everyone try hard please ! x.x

Hypophrenia

2011-04-12T20:16:00.004+08:00

say hi to the mask that i wear everyday .

i hate being this stress out .

i’m literally making myself sick right now. this is horrible.

6more days , 2 more official lesson . 1year 4months of practice , 8minute on stage decide it all . can't everyone buck up and put in more effort ?

Sports day '11

2011-04-09T13:01:00.003+08:00

Tons of unglam photos inside . LOL . so what ? its the fun that we have :)

p.s. all photo not in order since its all taken in the stadium and i'm too lazy !

so , woke up early in the morning , bus and train to Clementi meet up with nicole , liwei , jueying , camtay and felicia . went to mac for breakfast afterthat .

seperated with them and went to find szechyi and co. walk over to the stadium after that , was late for half an hour ! i wonder what punishment we're going to have on Monday .

slack in the stadium cheering for our class . busy taking pictures using haleeda's dslr and shouting and shouting and trying to hide from the sun . wtf , i got sunburn even though i only sit at the spectator area ! can see my watch marking on my hand ! ;(

the pathetic number of boys we have in our class . erm , plus one absent ? i guess .

owner of the Dslr ~ LOOL .

Shina , fastest runner for girls since sec 1 ! wtf ? but i'm so proud to be same class as her since sec 1 ~

Sinyee wong ~

Tienling goh !

Sports day this year was kind of fun overall , cos i've been wasting my time taking pictures with people and taking pictures of random stuffs .

Mr fadzel , cute or what ?! >.<

Touching moment . Spot our class cheering together before run ?

Sports day ended and we won champion for Upper sec . Was kind of in a bad mood after leaving the stadium cos i was left behind alone and being bullied by some pure idiot group of fuckers who broke my stuffs and pushing blame to each other . The key chain was given to me as present and there was no one i could look up and get help from that moment , i was on the verge of crying out loud but did not want to get look down by those fuckers . Worse is , i remembered seeing a teacher behind but he did nothing to help . YES , you call that a teacher .

You would never understand how i felt that instant when i'm the only girl around getting bullied by those moron fuckers . That instant , where is all my friends ? Nowhere to be seen . That , is the feeling of helpless . Its so painful and sad , till now when i remembered that scene , my heart hurts .

Walk so fast afterthat till i manage to find szechyi and waver . Called fuyao , zhiyu , zhihui , cheryl and kaiwei and went to find them together . Queued for KOI . Szechyi and waver went home first while the rest of us headed to LJS . decided to go cheverons(?) .

pervert zhendong , wtf see his sick smile ! LOL !

Train home afterthat while the rest went zhihui's house . bath , prepared and went to Jurong east meet them again along with yiqian , zhendong and yaohui .

did chinese homework in the karaoke room with Cheryl while the others Sing sing sing ~ LOL .. finish my homework in a short time with the help of zhendong .

see that bunny key chain on my zebra bag ? yes , those lanjiao fuckers broke it . mad piss that i scolded Fuck infront of so many people . argh , i'm sure i will still be piss off whenever i see them or my broken bunny . once again , fuck them .

so had singing session till 7pm and then train over to Pioneer for dinner thanks to someone lor !

mr liew , father of 4E2'11 ~ which is my class , our father ! :)

Cam tay , ni wong and me ! :)

Home around 9.30pm . Tuition @10am just now , another one coming at 4.30pm . geesh , i better go finish up my homework now .

Click my nuffnangs please ! :)

and photo credits to Haleeda , Jude and Nicole !

Oh-So-True ?

2011-04-07T21:46:00.002+08:00

Libra :
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

Copied from an email send by a friend ages ago . Haha , i really mean ages cos i check into my email like once every 6 months ?! :)

Sports day tmr , i can rather predict that it will be kind of boring and rather lonely day again .

Will it ever happen again ?

2011-04-05T20:02:00.003+08:00

A day with friends is well spend , i shall wait for that day to come . I prefer death compared to being lonely . No shit .

argh , i need to save money if i wanna go for the concert ! gna beg dad for a camera soon !

xoxo ;

2011-04-03T18:58:00.004+08:00

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

I found this on tumblr . Haha , go find yours on your own unless you've got the same birthday month as me ! :) too lazy to do a proper post , i never knew that walking in the shopping mall on your own can be so tiring !

Pessimistic

2011-04-02T20:46:00.003+08:00

I never will and never would trust anyone , for now , maybe . I'm sorry , cos i just feel that I've got another stab in the back again . I can't help but be a lousy bitch .

I got punch in the face .

2011-04-01T19:31:00.002+08:00

this year's April fool is so not funny please . The most not funny but i actually laugh joke i've heard today is totally lame . ah wtf , i lead a boring life thats why . And i'm so going to fail my History test taken today . Totally no mood to do the test cos I've got serious stomachache , unlucky like mad . -_-

My love is back in the game .

2011-03-30T20:51:00.002+08:00

short update :

haha , all this handsome guys are my love ones okay ! ^_^ i've listen to this song non-stop ever since it came out yesterday ! ._. i know , madness !

April wish .

2011-03-26T22:22:00.002+08:00

(New post below )

I want a gold for Guzheng syf this year !

Happy 16th .

2011-03-26T21:02:00.012+08:00

So , i finally manage to get down to town for some fun since months ago and get to meet my long time no see lovely ladies yesterday night , esp butt 1. and 3. !!! Haha , and so yesterday was Kailing's birthday ~

headed home straight after Chinese remedial . was suppose to have some time left for me to head down to the library to get some books and have lunch with wave and sze , but all thanks to mdm choong . Sleep and prepare before going Jp to meet up with huiru my butt !

rush down to somerset , wanted to find some nice presents for kailing but could not find any . heh . meet up with Irene and co . walk over to cineleisure and waited for the main person to come . wtf , we waited for hours ! shared money and got an ice-cream cake for her . slack outside the movie theater and down to scape's basketball court . Kailing came long after , sang birthday song and decorated her like a white christmas tree all thanks to the snow spray . Innocent me got a lil' bit of white spray on my clothes when i only wanted to save her Bonia bag ! wth ! no , basically everyone got white snow on them except for lachron and huiru ! unfair maximum please !

"poor maddie ~"

back to cine and waited for them to clean themselves up . Unlucky birthday girl spoil her heels while walking ! How epic puh-lease ~ Me , hr and maddie left while they went for a late night movie . Lachron came to find us afterthat , maddie went home while the three of us train down to jp for mac cos me and hr only had a cup of bubble tea plus slice of cake for dinner lor ! Bus to hr's house , slack and got a free cab ride home thanks to Lachron ! :@ So sad , did not manage to snap a group photo nor have a pic with birthday girl ! ew ew.

haha , finally completed this post , wtf , i did it for long three freaking days ok ! give me credit for it uh ! ._. click my nuffnangs !!!! urgh !

Run devil run ,

2011-03-23T20:43:00.004+08:00

oops , sorry it should be throw yeeling throw :)

Sports heats 2 tmr , took part in Javelin cos we were force to . I'm still thinking of the pros and cons of whether i should go for it tmr or not cos there's Guzheng tmr and its way more important than Javelin since i'm sure that i will not be able to win anything anyway . -_- Guzheng allows me to get MORE points and maybe get an overseas trip (if get gold) Ya know ! LOOL , i can only think of the advantages of not going for Sports heats . But then again , i can't be the only one putting in effort to get Gold for our SYF , its meaningless .

If we can't get a gold , i swear i will be damn piss off with others more than myself , cos i know that i've tried and put in effort k !

click my nuffnangs if you see them please ! TYVM ! ;)

Let's travel back in time , correct all your mistakes , not to leave any more regrets .

2011-03-21T20:42:00.003+08:00

i have disfigured nose . LOL .

Fml , its the first day of school of term 2 and i'm already tired like mad . Got a badysitter teacher (relieve teacher) for english lesson as the previous one quitted cos she say we insulted her when she's just too sensitive thats all . But still , i like her lesson , i can see her effort put in to teach and prepare our lessons , she's a good teacher if not for her overly sensitive character . Double fml , no english teacher and i only just pass my english for the first term . How am i going to survive passing my english for O'lvls ? sigh sigh sigh :(

2011-03-20T16:30:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i just wonder what have i done wrong , why everyone is always happy and never fail to have friends being around them every time . I really hate being alone , i hate what i am now . This is not me , i don't live like that .

Pain and tears .

2011-03-19T15:32:00.008+08:00

urge to blog now , though this post is not really completed with all the pictures ~ keke

Guzheng camp 2011 .
had 4hrs of training every morning , lunch and games and practise again . Haha , i love the night the most . Get to sleep in the PBL studio with the girls and joke around like mad .

Thursday:
Had a heated argument with the juniors cos i can't stand them , young and innocent who think they-know-it-all when they don't have much experience during performances . They should be glad that our Thursday performance was a simple one and we don't emphasis much that everyone should wear our GZ tee . Wearing class tee and fucking home clothes is an absolute no (like obviously please ) . I mean , wearing uniform clothes is the basic for all sorts of performances right ? I guess everyone should know that , but sadly i don't understand why some of our juniors are that simple minded . Sorry but no offence , I see less and less hope in Ycss GZ . Prove me wrong then .

Had Mac for supper , thanks to Mr leung who help us buy our food and those IT guys who gave us the idea of having Mac for supper ! :) Cam-whore till late 2pm afterthat ~ And i stink and had a serious hairfall cos i dare not walk all the way to the bathroom located blocks away from the studio late in the night . Like shit , who would dare to do that ! Lucky the studio has air-con please , if not i think i will attract flies wherever i go . puke puke !

Was half-asleep every morning for practice , our instructer was kind enough to keep allowing us getting some sleep here and there .

Home straight away after practice one friday , unpack , bathe and sleep straight thru the day till late evening . LOL . I'm still feeling tired i swear even though I've had tons of sleep alr !

Its going to get busier and busier till SYF ends . And i fucking need some shopping ! Any kind souls would like to accompany me ? ._.

Back and Happy .

2011-03-18T22:36:00.001+08:00

Guzheng Camp ,

I will miss you ,

2011-03-15T19:48:00.003+08:00

Going for camp tomorrow till friday (in school) , i think i will suffer from skin getting too dry . Fml please . Will definitely miss my bed and bathroom and pillow ( still debating whether to bring a mini pillow to the camp.... ) the most , just thinking of sleeping in the sleeping bag which is like not much of a difference to sleeping on the floor is making me sick . Its a terrible experience i swear , and the shower ! No hot water , how am i going to bathe you tell me ? fine , at least there's shower room in the school so i should not whine much on that -_-

tuition is such a nuisance today , was on about-to-sleep-mode . yawn like million of time and almost doze off . poor teacher had to suffer with me cos i was seriously scared of the radiation thing spreading to Singapore , thus i keep ranting about it and close all the windows due to the huge wind blowing . what if the wind carries the radiation ?! i know this is stupid but still .... keke :)

i will miss twitter too :( okay i sound like i'm going away forever , whatever ~

Love Balloon .

2011-03-14T15:47:00.002+08:00

CCA today , like duh . Saw the wrong timing and thus reach school like 20 mins earlier !? wtf , waste my sleeping time -_-

I'm bored , but busy . what to do ? Holidays are plain boring plzxc !

Humans are nothing but troubles .

2011-03-12T17:08:00.004+08:00

A little wonder to that why i say humans are nothing but trouble eventhough i am too, human . They were the ones who started war , causing natural disaster and extinction of animals . Humans cannot be trusted , they backstab each other and are ruthless , they should be cold-blooded . Humans should not believe one another , they should beware of those who are especially close to you . You never know when they turn their backs on you , leaving you wordless , not knowing what to do . So what if each and every humans are different ? They all have the same thinking in one way or another . Do you believe that there are bound to be really good person in the world ? I doubt it . Living for so many years , i have never seen one . Humans are evil and never good . Why am i saying that ? I'm really sick of life and have never confide in anyone before , i can't seem to trust anyone , even myself .

I'm not sure , maybe i need to see a psychiatric some time to get over with my such negative thinking . But still , i believe i speak the truth in some way or another :)

Btw , #prayforjapan . If only technology are not so advance , humans are not so ruthless or intelligent ...

Demoralizing .

2011-03-11T22:59:00.003+08:00

Parent-Teacher meeting today , saw my truly very demoralizing results . Got a C5 for A-math (!) , the worst i got before is only a B3/4 ! and happily fail my Combine humans by 2 marks and then pass English by only 3 marks ! you tell me , demoralizing or what ?! So sad till i feel like jumping down the sea please . And then Mr Chiew(?) shot me another arrow by saying that i can't get into Tourism or Business if i fail my Combine Humans . Shit please !

(a picture to scare you off!)

Sigh , i seriously need to work harder and do something about my brain memory space . Drink chicken essence ? ._. Buck up please Yeeling !

Singapore power .

2011-03-09T18:51:00.006+08:00

A day wasted at Singapore power (something something) for learning journey , located near Scape (!) , rather boring but oh well , there's always lots of jokers in our class .

"tall ones in front , taller ones behind" -_-

look @ mrliew and msquek awesome post !

my fav ahjuma ! kidding , its tienling and me ~

mad epic face ! credits to Haleeda cause i took it from her fb .

shy women ... NOT ! haha , thats zhihui and yours truly .

Shankari B. and Shina !

once again , credits to Haleeda and me ! :)

sigh , back to the usuals - "bye , i'm off to have dinner and then have fun with homework!"

2011-03-08T21:01:00.002+08:00

Gives you lovely scar .

2011-03-06T17:32:00.000+08:00

Go for the brand ... the brand !

Once upon a little rain .

2011-03-06T17:19:00.004+08:00

Touring around tumblr , seeing people posting so many pictures of nice accessories make me feel so tiny and lousy . Well , i seldom leave house without accessories , i mean i will at least wear a necklace or a watch before getting out of the house !

see ! , do you feel like your accessories at home cannot be compare to those now ?! i better find some time to restock mine soon :)

Yes or no ? You never know .

2011-03-04T20:23:00.003+08:00

I'm going mad soon . One minute i complain that i'm very stress cos of the O's then another minute i'm in front of the computer or watching Dream high happily . And yes (!) , March holiday is coming soon . I feel happy to all of you . But i'm sad , guzheng training everyday and it also means that O's i getting nearer and nearer . I have major problems with my science . MAJOR . Plus , our Guzheng is lousy ! I feel so ashame of myself . One more month till our competition and we have not even master our music piece till perfect ! How am i going to survive ?!

2011-03-02T19:12:00.003+08:00

so , finally a day out . flag day in the morning , home and nap before heading out for the concert . RaymondLam Desire Tour . A hongkong actor and now a singer , he's 32 and still handsome ! Plus , he treats his fans like his friends ! Imagine Onew or Ukiss doing that !~ sneak Subway (eatfresh) into the max pavilion . but they confiscated my drink :(

concert was nice but i'm not a super crazy Raymond fan plus i don't understand what he's talking about . well , went to watch it because aunt's friend was the organiser for the concert and she gave us the tickets foc . so might as well go watch it ! train and cab home ~

2011-02-28T21:09:00.001+08:00

no shit , you got yourself 19 points .

97.

2011-02-26T16:21:00.002+08:00

Going to a some random concert lateron . But i'm so lazy !

Run in the rain .

2011-02-26T15:33:00.003+08:00

HI all , this year seems short and hectic . oh hell , of course its like that cos guess what , i can only go home like 5 or 6pm everyday ! and by the time i go to my dreamland , its alr past midnight ! how nice !

had cross-country yesterday . mad epic , to me . had remedial afterschool , lunch at 7-11 (how great) and slack in classroom till 3pm . got stuck in the hall till 5pm cos the school wouldn't let us go home (Wtf) nor can we fucking start the damn cross-country cos it was raining and there's lightning . mad piss off cos i did not bring any form of entertainment to the hall and it was boring fuck . mad fuck ok .

despite the lightning alert , they told us to start the cross-country around 5pm . like shit please , we're already half-asleep by that time . brisk walk the whole journey , reach the end point and it down comes the rain . unlucky like shit , ran back to school and i was already drenched from head to toe . shag like a stinky girl and we still had to go back to the hall together with the school cohort and the fans were switch off , which means smelly stinky and dirty people all together in one place and the smell all concentrated . home @ 7pm .

flag day today . the school is purely trying to torture us . there's tons of homework waiting for me at home to finish them up and i wasted my 5hrs + bus journey time for the flag day . yes its meaningful but can't they just let other people go do it ?! moreover , weekend morning are suppose to let us rest and i actually have to change my tuition timing to tmr . fucking shit , i have two tuition in a row tmr .

so , conclusion is that our school is heartless like shit . already know that it will rain sooner or later but still tell us to run . intheend , we got caught in the rain . and we're sec 4 , our time are precious like diamonds and because of yesterday's cross-country , shouldn't they just find other people to do the flag-day ? noob shit .

i'm so tired that i feel like doing nothing .

2011-02-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

Buy me ice-cream and i love you :) or i shall grant you a wish ? ._.

2011-02-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

i'll still be a kissme no matter what .

i've been fretting over this since i came back home today , my eyes are all red . but still reality is reality , i'm going back there now .

#Foreverukiss

2011-02-23T22:18:00.003+08:00

i can't accept this fact . i feel like i've been backstabbed and betrayed and then heartbroken . Seven and two gone , the feeling ain't the same anymore . it just feels so weird with 2 people gone . they are no longer language pro without alexander and funny without kibum . i can't bear to even listen to their songs , watch their videos and even look at their picture (although i've posted these pictures -_- ) WHAT IS UKISS WITHOUT THEM ? i would rather you add two new members and REPLACE two members .

“Hello this is U-KISS Kibum, or more specifically, an ex-member of U-KISS, Kim Kibum. After two months of delay, I’ve finally plucked up the courage to write this post. First off, the agency and I have made an agreement about my exclusive contract on February 2011. As the agency desired a member replacement, we wrote out a consent document for a contract dissolution, and from that day on, I became a former member of U-KISS. Contrary to what most of you might be thinking, this is unrelated to my Piro Piro business… nor is it about losing interest in U-KISS. I always thought importantly of U-KISS more than anyone, and I’m proud to say that not once did my Piro Piro character business impede my schedules with U-KISS.. I always thought of the members as more than family. I’m extremely upset that I have to part with them like this, but it was because of my lacking areas which warranted my former agency to desire a member replacement. I may be leaving on a one-sided decision, however, I was able to learn a lot and meet many people, as well as the U-KISS members. My feelings are very mixed up on the thought that the few lines in this message could hurt a lot of people I love. I will continue my personal activities on broadcast. Thank you to all the people who supported me wherever I was, and I will meet you once again as an entrepreneur, Thank you.”

—	Kim Ki Bum (UKISS)

It all comes down to one word .

2011-02-22T20:54:00.006+08:00

“If there any people said that Money can’t make you Happy… it because of Their Bank Account could’ve been out off limit…” via tumblr .

if I've got enough money , i'll buy them over ;)

so , ... ... how's life ? as usual , mundane !!!! had Physical education yesterday and we had legged game . Fml , i fell thrice or more than that . Got cuts on both my kneecap and ankle . Lucky its not a huge cut and not much blood is oozing out if not i am sure i will cry on the very spot . Had a-math test today , Differentiation and rate of change . don't know if you guys understand what i am talking or not but never mind i'll just talk about it since there's nothing much to blog . Fmlx2 , the test was so tough . I can foresee that the marks would be very discouraging .

anyway , aunt got about 30tickets for a who knows whose concert from who knows where and she happily asked the whole family to go ~ nice , family outing who will be watching concert rather than having dinner at some restaurant . imagine if the tickets aunt got is Ukiss / Shinee / Mblaq 's concert , i think be moved to tears and then scream my lungs out and then shout for joy (provided the tickets she got is either standing pit or the very very front row) . if only that is possible which is impossible .. i have awesome imagination :)

ok shut up yeeling . click my NUFFNANGS tyvmmmmm !

Stay .

2011-02-19T16:18:00.003+08:00

i need some motivation to study real hard . thinking of 'O' Level only manage to motivate me for a while , a short while really .

It was never there before .

2011-02-18T22:54:00.001+08:00

bear with it , and i will be free like a bird . only to be tied down by money !

2011-02-16T22:49:00.001+08:00

7 subjects , 360 bucks . nice one .

Weeping , not .

2011-02-14T20:05:00.002+08:00

i almost died while running cross country minus half a distance today . Was so scared that i will vomit my lungs or something other than food out . okay this is gross but did it really happen before ? i mean to those unlucky ones ?

i better go study for tmr's Differentiation test and finish up my tmr's tuition homework by today like right now . school work can wait ._.

You're Yes and No .

2011-02-14T19:20:00.004+08:00

Hi , all before i forget . Happy Valentines day to all . Those single ones , don't go jump a building or do silly stuffs if you do not have a partner to celebrate with you and neither do i have any too . Okay scratch that , i'm celebrating Valentines with my homework later on in my room , romantic much ?

hung out with these bunch of people on Saturday, plus 3more guys who left early.

this means that i will be staying at home for as many days as i can take it ! miss my boring blog post okay ~ but continue to click my nuffnang ! :)

p.s. i know this is random but i want to drink KOI !

2011-02-11T18:46:00.002+08:00

There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will .

2011-02-11T18:40:00.003+08:00

Ma bro is an epic fail . Hope he doesn't see this or he'll burn me alive .

Shall try to speak proper English in this blog from now on .... Or till after my O's ~

Serves him right , or not .

2011-02-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

Yesterday ;

School - home - jueying's house - nicholas's house . niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , another house house visit this coming sat i guess ~ :)

Today ;

Saw a pri school classmate at the bus-stop . Told him to go die the minute he speak to me cos he started shooting me when he saw me anyway ! fine , i don't know if he's joking or not since i'm too tired and i'm listening to my psp with one of my ear . Okay wtf , i know this is just a small matter but i swear i feel damn bad about it !!!! Have not seen him in a long time and i told him to go die the minute i saw him , and walk off just like that not bothering if he's gna say anything or whatever ! OKAY , i seriously feel bad right now ! maybe i should lock myself in my room and punish myself for being so bad .... I KID . hah , but the part that i'm feeling damn bad about it is real . can't believe i wrote an entire paragragh just for it but whatever .

i'm feeling so depress right now ! btw , everyone keeps saying about valentine ! uh huh , my partner will be my sometimes-die-on-me computer and tons of irritating homework duh . shall let my blog post be very wordy cos i'm like damn embarrass whenever i see my pictures in my blog now ! too lazy to delete them anyway . haha bye people . busy busy busy buzz , have to tidy my room cos i can't stand messy messy and study and do homework and watch oh-so-nice dream high !!!!!!

'I don't know' shuts them up when you're not in the mood to talk .

2011-02-06T12:31:00.006+08:00

......... So , today is Sunday and which means that tmr is Monday which concludes that i have school tmr and one day nearer to my major exams . i don't know why i keep talking about O's in almost all of my post . Maybe this shows how scare i am and how i heck care to study for it srsly o.o

okay whatever , so i have been going round to relative house to sit sit eat eat and rot rot . no one comes over to our house cos mommy prefer going to others house .

out on the first day of new year , went aunt's house . slack for a while and off to tampiness to watch movie ~ homecoming , find it meaningless but funny (full stop) my heels were killing me bit by bit , force mom to let us cab home afterthat !

typical lunar new year for me except that we went to sentosa so admire all the flowers . wtf , i'm not the nature type of girl . as always , we went there cos i am so not going to stay at home esp the 2nd day of lunar new year !

cab down to harbourfront to meet our cousin . had lunch at the hawker centre , the food there sucks and its totally dirty ! the stall where i almost had my food from has crockroaches crawling around . fml totally , i saw it with my two eyes and it appear just infront of me , not one but a pair ! totally gross me out ! bus to sentosa , walk around , purely a waste of time for me . train to aunt's house (again) for dinner and home ~

spend my entire day at another aunt's house , gamble for almost half of the day . luaghing like mad cos of the bangali who can speak hokkien and chinese , a friend of uncle . he looks like Mr bean and laugh like a retard ! watch MBC countdown and hsh .

better go clear my desk now , new cabinet arriving in two days time ! and i'm still lack of a few more bucks to at least $200 ! hah , give me a month time and i'll be able to save up those money ! my nuffnang people ! :)

A new new world .

2011-02-04T20:13:00.003+08:00

Hiya all , blogging cos i have nothing to do . have been going over to mom's sister's house for two straight days . argh , i'm still lack of ang bao ! gna use them all to buy concert tickets if there's any upcoming concerts . keke , then shall ask daddy buy me a camera ! click my nuffnang okay ! byeeeee , proper update again soon ~

2011-02-03T14:09:00.003+08:00

just here to say HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR everyone !
doubt that i will be able to finish my homework on mon ~ keke , click my nuffnangs okay ! loveya'all

Ain't nothing ,

2011-02-01T20:21:00.004+08:00

damn man , i have serious eyebags (if thats what you call it) , the consequences of being a sec4 . homework till late night !!

Out on Sunday with sze,

vivo-cab to far east - train to 313 - down to bugis .

meet sinyee at bugis after getting my KOI for dinner , mingai came after that . wanted to go swiss hotel at first but couldn't hail a single cab ! walk around Bugis junction and hsh ~ mad tired de lor .

had english test , getting a F for it i think . A-math test afterthat , not getting an F , but maybe a few more marks to a pass ?.... okay , its still a F -_-

performance tmr , wish me luck . hope that i don't spoil your ears , don't worry i'm not singing so at least the glass won't break !

New year eve is tmr ! Having dinner with family at night , but going watch movie with sze first ~ click my nuffnang okay people ?

random thought : what is the difference between women and ladies ? o.o

I will survive .

2011-01-29T21:25:00.007+08:00

New year is coming , i have heaps of undone homework be it tuition or school . hope that i can finish everything before new year if not mum will keep nagging like crazy !

down to Singapore indoor stadium yesterday night after tuition with cheryl and sinyee wong . zhiyu came the next morning and i went home afterthat . had 2hrs of POA followed by 2.5hrs of Math tuition . fortunately i survive the day today ~

wonder how is SS3 going on now ! getting excited cos those who went keep tweeting bout' the concert ! shall ask sinyee to tell me all about it during lesson! heehee ._ . if only shinee/ukiss/mblaq come !!!!! i'll totally blog and spazz bout' it like mad girl and not mind staying overnight just to get my hands on the freaking tickets man!

shopping trip tmr with sze (duh!) for the very last time before new year ! omgomgomg , i will takeaway KOI and let bro and mommy try ! and there goes my saving for buying concert tickets . click my nuffnang ok people ! loveya' ^.^