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Feeling down . Friday, December 16, 2011 @ 10:12 PM I woke up today feeling depress . yep , an awesome way to get my day started . As awesome as it can get , I happily woke up at 3pm , lunch for an hour or 2 . Can't blame me though ! I was feeling moody the entire day , till now . The computer decided to play prank on me , got so piss w it that i actually shouted at dad blaming him for not getting a new pc , or rather , an ipad . Mom was screaming at bro for his phone bills and backstabbing both me and bro to Dad softly but too bad , my hearings are rather good . great job mom . Slam my bedroom door and started crying (can't control myself) . Twitter is making me feel even more depress , people are sad due to problems in love , friends are tweeting to each other saying how much they miss hanging out w each other or "yay , imma go meet ____ now" . Ya right , try informing those who have never been in love and are currently growing mushroom/fungi at home (in case you never get what i mean , it means rotting) . i have never experience such things in my life for a long time , as long as it takes for your nails to grow one meter long . HAHA . Can't wait for this year to end soon , i'm bored , mad bored , effing bored . I am forever having the feeling of being alone , being thrown aside by others whom i cherish . So what if i cherish them , they don't even give a fuck about me . I can't differentiate who's good and bad , even if i can , there's no need for me to do so cos no one even bother about me even the bad ones . Seriously , my life is too boring and poor till i'm going overly depress . All my rants are same O same O stuffs , imma save the rest for future rants . Haha ok bye ,  I need a new year , new beginning . ps/ Click my nuffnangs to whoever is reading my blog (i wonder if there's any) and thanks a million ! "Having thousand friends isn't a miracle. The miracle is to have a friend who'll stand by you when thousands are against you." I love this quote , too bad i'll never happen to me , much less having a thousand friend .
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