Everyone's working , but i'm still here in front of my computer typing and wasting my days away . I wanna find a job too , but i never have the guts to work alone , yet . not right now , since its my first time going to work .... if i'm able to find one . Everyone have got another friend to acc them to find work , to work together , or if not , work in their family / parent's friend's company . Me , i'm nothing . I'm not even an average teenage girl , i'm below average . I don't even have someone who can accompany me to go and search for work . I've found some jobs , but i've got no guts to email to them , i don't even know what i should type ! OTL totally fail , okcan .